Tuesday, 23 January 2007

I feel kinda like shit...

I just wanted to write cause I need to get some things off my chest...

I just had an msn fight with a friend of mine about another friend of mine when really it wasnt my place to get involved. I feel really terrible for restirring up the whole situation and I dont know what to do to fix it. I am a little mad at the person who I had the fight with, just because of how they are handling the situation... but all in all I just hate fighting and when I tried to apologise I was just ignored... I just feel sick and wanna cry.

I hate upsetting people and I hate when my friends dont get along... I just want everyone to be happy all of the time... I cant handle it when theres shit going on :( especially when I cant do anything about it...

Anyway, this posting isnt really helping me to feel any better... so I hope the person who is mad at me can get over it soon and all this shit can blow over... cause in my opinion everything has been taken completely out of hand...

I think it sucks and im really over it... Its upsetting EVERYONE and its so not worth it.... BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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6 comments:

Anonymous said...

ten points for guessing what this was about....at the end of the day you need to realise that you can't fight everyones battles for them, and will have to accept people will just have different opinions on things...

I know that doesn't really help you, and its much harder said than done, but you've got to remember that its not worth your own personal health just because someone else is cracking a wobbly *grin*

Go and read a few crap knock knock jokes to cheer you up hahaha

Anonymous said...

Hey there Lilyprune, just came across your blog while surfing the net. Hey, cheer up, you sound like a very nice person and knows to care about others and sometimes to the detriment to your own feelings and yeah it does hurt when you see your friends hurt, but you gotta also remember that you gotta take care of yourself.

I'm sure that the issue here will either get resolved or blow over sooner than later, and your friends too will realise how petty some things can be, and then it will be ok. I'd say just leave things for a day or two, and then judge from there how your friends are.

I wish more people were as caring as you :)

lilyprune007 said...

Hey flyingbrick,

Thankyou... I do know that it will be alright... and I keep trying to remind myself of that fact... but yeah it is still hard :) But I will be fine... But thankyou again for taking the time to care :)

And Kel,

Once again you've done a brilliant job of putting a smile on my face :) You really are a great friend and I hope to never lose you :) xoxo

lilyprune007 said...

Hey flyingbrick,

Thankyou... I do know that it will be alright... and I keep trying to remind myself of that fact... but yeah it is still hard :) But I will be fine... But thankyou again for taking the time to care :)

And Kel,

Once again you've done a brilliant job of putting a smile on my face :) You really are a great friend and I hope to never lose you :) xoxo

lilyprune007 said...

Whops.. way to post twice :| hehe

Anonymous said...

No worries Lilyprune :-). Take care!